Beef Up~!

Come On Beven,You Have To Beef Up~! Beef Up~! Beef Up~!

Once upon A time

Once upon a time,lived two Mushrooms in a far far away land...They were named Blue and Orange ...Blue and Orange grew up together in their childhood...They were childhood friends...When they were little,they were very close...Almost like brothers...They played on and on and on...And they love each other very much...Blue brought Orange to his village,and Orange lived there...As long as Orange had Blue,Orange was happy...

However,one day Blue left the village for a long time...Orange found himself left alone and lonely...Orange was very sad,but Orange made new friends and lived on...Blue also made new friends...And both Blue and Orange started to drift away from each other...They lived their own life,had own friends...

However,one day,Blue came back to the village...Orange was at first thrill and happy...But soon Orange wasn't happy...Even though Blue had came back,but all of Orange's friends started to focus on Blue...It seemed that nobody started to care about Orange...Orange was sad,that why would his friends,forget about him whenever Blue was around...

One day,there was a great gathering...All mushrooms alike went...And again,it happened again...Orange was left alone...Non of Orange friends,bothered about him...Everyone wanted Blue Blue Blue...So,Orange managed to make new friends...Orange was happy...However,Blue saw this,and Blue started gossiping about Orange...Stuffs like how unsteady Orange was and the rumours continued to spread...

When the great gathering was over,Orange found that many of his friends had already hated him...Orange was very very very sad...That why would all his friends believe all of Blue's words...Orange had his reasons for all he had done...But whenever Blue said anything,everyone would listen to Blue...

As time passed,both Blue and Orange friendship lay in tatters...However,although how much Blue would try to act in front of everyone else to hide the fact Blue hates Orange...Orange was sad of all that had happen,Orange tried many times to forgive Blue,but Orange just couldn't...Orange just couldn't forget...

Orange was sad...Sad that whatever things Blue things did or said,even though people know of the things Blue did,nobody would do anything,and Blue could get away with anything...Orange was also sad,sad that whenever Blue is around,all of Orange's friends would not bother about Orange...Orange was also angry,angry that Blue would always talk bad about other Mushrooms,but when with those Mushrooms,Blue would treat them very well although of all the things Blue had said...Orange couldn't also stand it,that whatever Blue says,other Mushrooms would follow and believe...Even though it isn't true...

That is why,Orange is always afraid of Blue making friends with Orange friends...Because Orange doesn't want Orange's friends to ignore and forget about Orange...That is why Orange is always feels insecure and uneasy whenever Blue is around...

Even as time continues to pass,and more chapters of the stories are written down,deep down Orange hopes that everything will turn out well...And there will be a Happy Ending to this story...That both Orange and Blue could once again be good friends like of that when they were young and that Blue would change his ways...

To be continued.............

Beautiful~!

Yea~!

Yea~! I've finally finish Uploading most of the pictures into facebook~! By pictures,i'm referring to many pictures,taken these past few years from past to present...For a long time,all these pictures have been stored in my Computer...But,about a few hours ago,i've started Uploading almost All of it into facebook...Now why would i do so?

I thought,whats the point of me keeping all of it? Just Shiock Sendiri? Only to be seen by me,my mum or any visiters who wants to see it...Don't you think its a waste? That it should be shared because it consist of So many people pictures...

And to clarify,i am NOT trying to SHOW OFF in facebook that ,Wah I have so many pictures bla bla... I am Not~!

I want to share it with everyone else not to SHOW OFF...That never came across my mind...

Okay,well to be honest,i'm pretty tired here...I've been Manually choosing the pictures,not Auto because theres just TOO MANY...The best of the best...And well,i am rather satisfied...

However,i want to let everyone know...Many of the pictures taken,are taken my Sis.Jessie,which is our church Youth Advisor...Okay,just want to remind everyone that through these pass years,shes been taking so many pictures of the youth...While we were all having fun,shes the one who have been sacrificing to take picture of us...So i ask,everyone out there,who you know,your pictures have been taken by her,please Appreciate her by saying a simple thanks or anything...Cause shes really done alot...

From me,thanks Mum for taking pictures all these while...A Big Thanks~!

Okay,nothing much to right,i'm dead tired,going to go to bed soon...Cya~!

Inspired~!

Just finished Cell Group...I heard a friend played this song on my guitar...Goodness,after hearing it i immediately feel in love with this song...Totally...Okay lah,although this song may sound EMO or what ever you may call it,but listening or playing this song DOESN'T make you EMO lah...Just want to clarify it..=) Anyways,this song ISN'T easy to learn on the Guitar...ISN'T~!!! But i will try my best to learn it,why? Because its simply Beautiful Lah...And please.NOOOO i am not EMO'ing about anything ESPECIALLY LOVE okay...I'm totally normal...Haha~! Okay,will try my best o learn it~! Until finally GET It~! No matter What! Chiong~!

Study~!

STUDY STUDY STUDY~! I can't believe that it is already April now~!...Time has pass so fast...But what shook me to my core,is that SPM is coming very very soon~!...About in 7months time...Yea,7months...Thats very very near~!...Moreover i haven't really started to studying...And there are so much much much left for me to study...

As i look back,these pass 4 months,for January,February,March and April...What have i been doing? To be honest i don't even know... It seems I've wasted these pass 3 months...I can recall,before every holidays or Big Events this pass 3 months,i would say to myself,Okay Beven after this you have to start Studying...And guess what happens next? I'm back to my old habit which is the laze around~!

I've been ALL too playful and lazy...For me,as i look back,i've truly wasted my time...And i'm not a Smart Student at All...I'm not like all my other classmates who don't know why,can just absorb or understands anything the teacher teaches..And excel in their studies.Well,I CAN'T~! It seems i have to put in ALOT of afford for any study and make,and moreover i only can advance abit for alot of time spent...

I know i have to start working hard now...I can't afford to continue to waste my time...As everyone has always told me,my Teachers,Friends and especially my Mum...SPM will determine my future...Yet i am so playful and lazy...

I hope and pray,i can kick away this bad habit of mine and be more like some of my friends who are so hardworking...I hope i can start working hard now and stop slacking...As the saying goes,theres always a time for play and for work...I've been playing too much,and its time for me to work,work,work~!

Falling Down...

Can't deny it...These pass few days and weeks,i've kept falling down over and over again...When i climb right up again,and seems as everything is alright,here i go and fall once again...I won't hide it,nor will i care about what you might think about me,what Emo lah bla bla bla...Everyone has their Up and Down's theres no denial to that...

Moreover,the fact that,you know you've said Sorry to God countless of times for sinning and in the end ended up sinning again...It feels horrible eh?....Praying for Change Billion of Times but yet there is nothing...It can get so frustrating and disappointing eh? I guess these are the Trials in a Christian life...

Not to forget that everyone has their own Seasons...I'm not trying to be Emo,although i may sound lah,but ya,i guess i'm hitting Fall now...But wait,no one can always be in Spring,nor in Summer eh? Everyone has their Seasons...

I hope that through this,i can come out stronger,like how i used to be in the past...

I thought,

i could handle it,

i've change,

i've overcome it,

i'm no longer the same...

Been a tough time,must go through it,Must Be Strong Beven~! You Can Do It~! No matter what,must try to put on a Smile... God Is With You~!

Expecting Too Much?

The Question that i'm currently asking myself is have i been expecting too much of Myself and the people around me? Firstly my friends, I know the fact that we're all not perfect and all have our faults,but i bet there is definitely an expectation in everyone of us towards our friends Eh? And the worst thing is,we might expect so much or too much from them,and when they don't meet up to our expectation,or act in such away that is totally against what we think of them,i guess at times we'll definitely feel disappointed or hurt Eh?

Next for myself,i guess i've been expecting too much from myself...Comparing comparing,comparing...Ahhh~! Its very annoying,looking at other people and thinking stuff like,ahh why am i not like this,nor am i like that? Or thinking stuff like if i were this,this can happen,and they won't feel weird,etc etc... Ended up,getting all too frustrated over petty things like this...Moreover,expecting myself to be able to do this and that...

Its been a challenging week...Exams are coming,not to forget SPM too...I can't,i just can't afford to waste my time and life with this...Have to stop Dreaming,because i know Dreaming alone will lead no where,Action is more important.

Lord,

please help me to be truly contented with myself and how you've made me,

please help me to not expect too much from my friends and know that everyone has their faults,

please help me to start living life how you want me to live...

Guess have to try my best and leave the rest to God...

Jiayou~!