College Life...

Well,my College Life has finally started...After a Week of Orientation by the College,my studies are finally going to start tomorrow...

This past week has been Fun,Challenging and also Tiring.But i am thankful that so far,everything has been working out smoothly and well.

I've been walking around and exploring the Campus of my College,and i got to say,its nice maan...Its what i had always dreamed & wished to have in a College...A big Campus ground,many Trees and plants around,Birds Chipping away,a complete collection of Sport Complex Ranging from a Swimming Pool to Tennis,Squash and others...Its simply nice.Quiet & Conducive for studies...But there are too,its con's i would say...One,the Hostels aren't actually in the Campus but are outside,so we have to rent rooms outside the campus and take buses there everyday...Well,with this,there are its pro's and cons too lah,some would say its a pros and others a con..Anyways besides that my College is located in Segamat.Well,its kind of a Boring town actually.It doesn't have any shopping malls nor movie theater nor places where we can really hang out...But i would say,its alright bah,thats where your friends come in,to spend time with them,for example going out for dinner and also eating Roti Canai's at Makmak Shops at Night Fellowshipping...Your Friends,ARE your Entertainment...

Anyways now on to the student population...After being through Orientation,realize that many of the people there,aren't really of English Add...What i mean is,they don't really use English as their Main Medium of Communication...Before entering TARC i was Skeptic & Worried cause i've heard that Many TARCIAN's don't really speak English & to make things worst, i am Banana(Meaning i'm more towards English than Mandarin)...But i thank God so much that after a week,i made many Good Friends...Their really Good people...Even though they don't really Speak Fluent English,but you know what now? Who Cares? Atlease their Good People...

But one of the Awesome thing is this,even though many of my friends aren't English Add,but they make the effort to try to Speak & use English...I myself am sometimes surprise that they'll sometimes approach me and start speaking to me in English even though it's not Easy for them...Thats the Awesome thing about it,and they also accept me,a Banana for who i am.I don't feel in any way Segregated nor Neglected,i am one of them,a fellow TARCIAN...With this,i mean i guess i see maybe theres a Purpose to why i am here...Maybe its to help Improve the Level of English of my Friends and fellow TARCIANS here? Who knows but God? But i Will try my Best to do that ,help improve the level of English in my Friends and TARCIANS...

Well,so far soo good..I Pray & Hope that i'll continue to Remain Strong and finish my studies here and never give up...

A Friend once told me,Don't Go Through Life,but Grow Through Life...

With this,i'll end with a quote from my Friend,

You may not know why you're placed there, but one day, God will reveal His great plans for you...
Its like pieces of a puzzle...
You'll get one piece per day..
And at the end of the day..
You'll get all the pieces..
And you'll see the whole picture of it...
And of corse, the person manipulating the puzzle is God..

A New Chapter...

Well soon,a New Chapter in Life will being for me...A new phase in Life,which is College Life...

After being a baby,toddler,child,adolescent and now,Young Adult i think? Haha,waaah...And here i am,going to finally begin a new Story in my Life,going to experience,learn and receive new things in Life...

Well,so here i am going to TARC which is Tunku Abdul Rahman College.Honestly,it wasn't really my first voice.These past months after my SPM has seen me going through many Different Plans & Decisions in Life.

Have been Thinking & Planning about my Future,even going through all the possible routes for my future,researching about all the courses and almost all the Universities and Colleges in Malaysia,even Singapore...

Even though,at first,Public Relations wasn't really the course i had in mind...I was thinking of going back into Science,but when the time came ever closer to make my decision in life,i really started to Question myself,Am i Willing to go Back and Study Science? Even though its True that i had enjoyed studying Biology,but the same can't be said for all the other Science subjects like Chemy,Phy and even Maths..

Am i really Willing to go back? I remembered myself studying really really extremely hard,even forsaking soo many activities and things in the months prior to my SPM exam days...H

However during the actual days of the exam,when i did the Science papers,i realize,after all my studying,why is it that u am still so Blur & Confuse about the answers? And i remembered telling my mum after those Science Papers,i would never want to go back in Science...

And i asked myself,is this Really What i Want? Or is it the Image i want to maintain in others? In me Being all soo SMART going to study SCIENCE?
To add on,even though my SPM Science results came out,okaaay,especially Add Maths which miraculously i got a C+ in and in Bio A-,Chemy B,Phy B,Maths A,but i know,this is just Words and Grades...The REAL thing comes in HOW you actually manage to study and in your NORMAL exams,not just SPM...But to also view in your NORMAL exams in how you cope with it,and trust me,except for Bio,barely survived..

And i was in a situation,where i was seriously Confuse,and finally,made my Decision to Take Public Relations...Why?

I remembered what my Add Maths teacher said before,and she knows my studies well...She said i am strong in my Language,particularly in my English and should go for courses like Law or Mass Com,as that is where my full advantage can be use.However if i were to go back for Science,it most definitely would not be easy for me...

And with that and many others,made up my mind...Well,i'm hoping that everything will turn out well for my life and the paths which i am going to take...I guess what i need now is to have Faith and Trust and Believe in God that everything will turn out well and fine...And not to worry about this and that,but Faith in God...

Hoping Life will turn out well....

Last Night,Till Next Time!

Well,this is my Last Night here in JB,before i'll be away for quite awhile...Yuuup...I am going to Miss this Beautiful & Wonderful House of Mine...Really Going to Miss it...And also to my Friends in JB,gonna miss you too!!! A LOT! Well,i guess this is the process of Growing up huh? Now leaving..Haah..I Hope & Pray everything turns out Well...

Well,went out with two of my friends just now for some fellowship...Got to say,it was really Good,getting to go out with them after such a long time and fellowshipping with them...Had a Great Time with them...Knew both of them through Cell Group,from being a normal Cell Group member with them,to becoming their ex Cell Group Leader...Good to spend some time with them and catch up...Yuuup!

Volunteer Work!

Well,it has already been two weeks since i've started my Volunteer Work in Calvary Victory Center...Anyways,for those of you who don't know what is Calvary Victory Center,it's basically a School for Children with Autism ranging from different age groups..And now,i can use the Short term for the school,which is,CVC...

Well,work over there has been good...Although at times,it can be tiring,but yet its fulfilling to be able to do something Good,rather than staying in the house and wasting your life Sleeping more then you should,watching tv and computer the whole day...

I rather enjoy helping and playing the Kids there.At times,they can really stretch your limit,and at other times,really warms your heart..Ohyah,i'm attached to the Young Kids there,around 5 to 10 years old...Yup!..

Also made many new friends amongst the teachers there and the Kids...

Even though my two weeks contract with God has already expired,but i am still going back there tomorrow to help out...Can't help but feel a part of me is attached there.Haha,yup...

It's getting late now,Nights everyone! Will upload some pictures,when i've taken more pictures and have time...Nights!

The Right Path?

One day,there was a Boy...This boy started work at a ship called,Life from a very young aged,He worked his way up through the ranks overcoming all the obstacles and trials in his life to finally becoming the Captain of the Ship...

He was entrusted with Freedom & independence.Finally,he could now steer his Ship to which every path he may wished...He had dreamed about this Day since the very first day working in the Ship,and finally,his chance came.

The Captain then started making many plans on the course and paths he should take for the Long Voyage ahead of him.

However,whenever he finished a plan,after carefully calculating and researching everything in that particular path,somehow the captain wasn't satisfied with it and was afraid of taking that path...And so,the captain continued on and on making more and more plans but all ending up in the same conclusion,Uncertainty...

The Captain got frustrated not knowing of what to do.He had spent a Long time waiting in the harbour planning,but soon,he has to set sail...Opportunities came and go,plans appeared,but failed...

Uncertainty continues to gripple the captain...Time is running short...

So what now,Captain?

Complications..

Don't know why,suddenly bumps or appearing on the Road now...Never expected things slowly pop out,hoping it will not effect my pathway,really am hoping so..Things are starting to get Complicated,Sigh,thought my path had already been cleared,now,almost back to Square One...Don't have much time left,hoping & praying things will turn out right & well...