Febuary febuary...

Ahh,its been a long time since i've written anything here...The month of Febuary has been one dull and boring month for me...Stayed at home practically most of the time,BUT! I also learnt many new things...Wahaha,like,Cooking! Yes,i can cook! Not Maggi Mee cook larh but actually cook REAL food larh...Because,mum has already started her work,so with that,i have to take care of myself,and cooking is one of them...Although it isn't 100% perfect larh,sometimes has its problems,but it still can be eaten...Do you dare to eat? haha... Also been driving around a lot..I would say my driving skills has improved,but at times,still has its minor problems,but none that of MAJOR problems,haven gotten to any ACCIDENTS...Pro lerh? haha...And have actually started going to the Gym after much procrastination...

But life has been like its normal routine,wake up,go sleep again,bath,cook,computer,exercise,dinner,tv,sleep and this continues on and on...I guess this is my post-spm holidays huh? The holidays i dreamed so much of my SPM days when i was studying like a Mad Man...Oh well,going to get my results soon...

But man,,i don't know why but yet i'm still undecided what to do? where to go? Even though its just Pre-U foundation but its still important right? I know SAM & AUSMAT are out cause i'll be in the March intake,have to catch up and there'll be TONS & TONS of assignments to do,my friends advice me not to do it either...Form 6 is out of the question for Science,its just Crazily Tough and have stories of friends utterly failing it,Arts,that is my results is bad,but i don't want to maintain the same kind of lifestyle like all these years...I want a change in life,meet new people,new place new things,or else i'll remain stagnant for the rest of my life and never grow...A-levels is another option,but the problems is Maths in A-levels,which is tougher than Add Maths in SPM is the main problem...I practically fail most of my Add Maths papers,and my Chemistry is kind of weak...Don't know,and for Foundation in Science,not sure either...

I am still undecided,sigh...After such a long time of thinking,still back in square one...I guess theres nothing much more i can do then to just wait for my results to be out huh? To be patient and wait for the Lord to intervene...Hoping that everything turns out well and fine in the end...

Lappy!

Yes! I've finally gotten my very FIRST VERYOWN Notebook,wahaha...Its been a long wait,and finally...Its a Toshiba Satelite L645...The Prussian Blue colour of it looks Awesome,and the inside is quite good either...Everythings good so far,only the webcam,is kinda lousy,T.T,but its a good lappy...But.am still grateful i have this lappy...Yup...

Actually,before this i have been researching ALOT about what or which is the Best lappy which i can buy...Been asking around too...But realize right,in the end,i totally didn't research about this Model at all,but in the end,just bought it...

I guess,i am reminded again,that we can plan as much as we want,but in the end of everything,it is God whom decides everything...Plan as we may,but God is the one that decide...

And this is one clear example,bought this lappy Spontaneously...Haha..Still am rather new with this notebook,will continue to explore with it,Chaoz!

Decisions

Well,i'm coming ever more closer to the point where i need to make a vital and decisive decision for my future on where i am going to go and when...I have an idea already of what i'm going to do,but,but don't know why still am hesitant in taking that leap of faith...Even though gone through so many other options,thinking,thinking and thinking...But still am left undecisive and confuse...Its not easy...Don't really have much time left...Gosh but it isn't easy...Have to buckle up,and start being decisive and most importantly of all Trust in God and to Never look back,but Forward...Not an easy task,but do i have a choice? No,onwards bah!

My YMI Experience

Ah yes YMI...Looking back,i'm glad that i made the decision to be apart of this years YMI...Although at first right,didn't really wanted to go,or was more or less sceptical about it...But i'm glad that i was apart of this years YMI batch...For 3 years i've seen 3 different teams coming and going and this year,finally is my turn to be apart of it.

Well,first started with having a week of training in Kluang and more or less getting to know the other people joining this year...Haha,and you know what? This year there were 8 people,2 of them were guys,and both this two are NOT from Kluang...That is both me and Joshua...Yup,kinda funny...But it was Awesome getting to know each one of them and their truly a Great Bunch of People...

I was teamed up with Joshua and we were sent to Harvest Center,KL...Its basically a school for children of refugees and underprivileged children...You see,because they are refugees,they can't study in normal Government schools...To add on,private schools are known to be expensive...Hence,HC provides these kids with education from primary 1 up to form5...

Even though,i didn't get the chance to teach the children,but it was still a good experience for me...Did tons of stuffs like carrying stuffs,painting,renovation,assembling furnitures,and so on and so forth...Once working from morning till 9pm!

I guess this experience really allowed me to get out of my comfort zone...Been away from home for almost A Month...Learn many new things,or more or less done many things i usually never do...An eye opener i would say...

Even with YMI ending already,and now life going back to its norm,i would say i'm missing the experience bah...Also enjoyed the experience in getting to know new people,and old friends even more...Guess that its a memory to stay...

My YMI Experience (Pictures)