Thought...

When was the last time,you just stop everything your doing now or any worries and just think? I've done let,and the first thing that immediately pop into my mind is the notion that time has past on so quickly...It has really past so fast,i'm already 18 this year...No longer a kid,going to have my SPM this year,being able to drive now...Woah,i'm no longer a kid,okay maybe to some i still am lah but the point is,i'm older now and so as every else...I guess this is the true meaning of growing up Eh? The notion that we're growing older and older...No longer can be the same kids of the past...Growing to become Adults...In a way,it scares me,of what the future has install...And as this is my last year in Secondary School,as i always look at my Juniors,i am remembered of myself when i was in their shoes...And know i realise,what every adult has been saying all along,a students life is the best...And yes,it is...We don't have to worry about all those Big things in life,its always OUR parents who take care of us...And soon enough,that'll our turn...

As i look and think about young adults,especially in my church,i can't help but think,thats going to be me in the future...Time is passing fast and it'll continue to...Must learn to try to be contented and enjoy life now,stop complaining and bragging because i and everyone else have only one chance to live this Happy-Life ...Although it may seem as a giant of task for me,but try bahz...

Finally~!

Yes~! Finally i got back my computer~! Woots~! Haha,it has been so s so so Long~! If you've noticed lah that ,Eh why Beven so long didn't online? That is IF LAH? Arhem Arhem...

Well,basicly my computer screen went hay wire...Who knows why? Maybe it was too old already? And its time was up? Or maybe Jealous? Arhem,that is someone would understand what i mean,hmmph?

Anyways,how was life without the computer? Let me tell you,okay lah i guess most of us especially students use the computer almost every day...And i think to some of us,even one day is like one year...I can say i was one of them,i mean sort of lah,not totally but one...My immediate reaction when the computer broke down was,HAAR?! I guess most of us will have that reaction,and well i had that too...Mum send it to repair,and the man said it had to take about closely to about 1 week...Okay,wait wait,1 week? Not very long eh? But take for instant,your whole structure of life,after you've finish study,or staying up late,or dinner or when your just bored,the number one thing to look for,is the computer...And suddenly,being taken away...Won't you feel weird? Just like those who love to play video games or SMS,when the PS2 or handphone is gone,woah its like something dear to us is BYEBYE...

However,i took this as a sign,that okay,for this period i have to stop facebook,msn etc...And i thank God i did..I had a few chance to use computers but,hack gone this far...Just tahan,and now finally,WOOTS~! Guess it feels great...Without the computer,in a way,i found it to be quite lonely,cause being not able to chat with my friends...But in a way,it was much peaceful,had much more time on my hands...

Even as now,i've gotten back my Computer,okay the New Computer Screen,even though its new,is totally WEIRD...Even though its new but WEIRD...Can't get use to it...Well,guess have to get use to it...But as i've gotten it back,i hope what i've learnt or endure this past days i'm able to input it now even as i've gotten it back...

Okay,nothing much more to write,hope can learn from my experience,and hope won't be glued to the computer since i've gotten it back...Chaoz~!

Funny Pictures For Those Stress With Their Exams~!

A Thought On Littering...

Well,just have a thought that i've been longing to write about,and yes thats about Littering...We can say Malaysia isn't one of the most Cleanness place in the world...However we're not the worse...But truly,the extent of how filty our country is,is evident...Just take a close look at public toilets? No very pleasing Eh? Look at the drains,or Longkangs,it's very rare to see a drain or Longkang free from plastic bags,tissue papers,water bottles cans etc...Take a look at the lampost or road signs,especially here in JB you will realize there are so many PINJAM WANG Posters everywhere...I bet to us,Malaysians we know,that our country isn't one of the cleanness place,nor is it the worse...

But the reason why i'm writing here is not because i'm trying to write some Essay about littering or something else...But i want to write about the Attitude that Malaysians,not everyone lah ofcorse but the Attitude and Mentality that many Malaysians have...

I bet that many of us complain about how dirty Malaysia is eh? That we can talk about this all day along eh? But is alright i guess cause its partly true...And i bet many of us Blame the Government too Eh? That why is it So Lazy Lah,all the Corruption Lah Bla bla bla But it is true,the Government does play a role...But aren't WE the ones who are the Major problems not the Government?

I am really sick,just really sick of seeing and hearing of Malaysians who complain and complain and complain,blame others and condemn this country about how dirty our country is where they themselves are ones who cause it...For instance,something as simple as a sweet wrapper, because he/she is lazy to walk abit to a rubbish bin,or just keep it first until there is a rubbish bin,he/she just litters it...And there is always one Famous excuse that a person who litter will make...Aiya this is just a Small Matter Lah...It won't hurt...How is something so small like this going to hurt?

Erm,Hello? Can you please Wake Up? Isn't this the very attitude that has made our country this way? Can't you atlease just keep the rubbish in your pocket rather than just litter it? Hello? Even though its just a sweet wrapper,but Hey this is still littering even though how harmless it may seem...

Sick of seeing people,complaining and complaining but they themselves do it...I bet All of us,are guilty of this before eh?...I dare to say i am guilty of before,and i've done many such things before...But now i know,this is wrong and have stop...

I just hope that we,as Malaysians will stop doing such things,especially Christians...Yea,especially Christian...If we do so,how are we different from anyone else? Aren't we the same? And how is Malaysia going to be a Rubbish free country like many other countries if we still hold this type of attitude in us? Well as the saying goes, It All Starts With Us~! If so,then Stop Complaining and Doing~!

Blueprint~!

Woah,just got back from Kluang today for the C.L.A.P training at Convent Oasis...Gosh and i am Tired~! C.L.A.P was good but the reason why i'm here today is to blog not about C.L.A.P but about Blueprint...

Blueprint is bascily for Youths to find what is their purpose in life and to find out our personality,gifts and our callings in life...

When i heard blueprint was going to be held on the 19 March,it arose me...I heard around that it would be good,and the topic interested me...So i wanted to go and i wanted to go not because of the reason that i wanted to meet friends alone,but to learn too...I wasn't force neither...

So ya,i wanted to go,but the thing is we had C.L.A.P on the 19 and 20 of march in Convent Oasis...It Clashed...So i was quite disappointed that i wasn't able to make it...So on the morning of the 19,i woke up around 7.30am plus to get ready to go to Kluang...We fetch Jon and Charles on the way and we arrived around 9am plus... We found out that we were the earliest at Convent Oasis...We called,and asked where were the rest...But we found out that it was 8.30PM NOT 8.30AM...And thus we were all Shock...So we had almost the rest of the day left,what are we going to do?

Then i realise,Hey~! Since we have so much time left on our hands,why not we attend Blueprint? And so thus,we attented Blueprint...Although we were kinda late and miss the beginning few parts of it but it was good...

See how God works miracles? I wanted to go,but i couldn't,but in the end,i was able to go...A miracle or just a coincidence? I DON'T THINK SOO~! God is so good,he knew i wanted to go,and he answered my wish...Praise God~!

So what did i learn in Blueprint?

Woah,first is my Personality...Before,i was really really really Confuse about myself..I didn't know who I really was...Confuse about my Personalities and Me Myself...But,after i did the Personality Test,i found out my personality... I'm slightly Stronger on the Melancholy side conpared to Sanguine side...So basicly i'm a SangMel...Yea~! And it really deescribes me~! Beven Lau~! Yes i am a SangMel~! Although some say,ahyah Melancholy people are Emo what bla bla bla,but Hey who cares what you say man~! I'm Happy for who i am~! Although i'm a Melancholy,so what~! I'm Happy for how God has created me~! I'm Unique~! I'm a SangMel and i'm Happy to Be One~!

I also found out One Quality in Me...There are many like Mercy,Love etc...But found out,that one Quality that stands out the most(Currently Lah) in me is the Cry for Justice... We were asked what makes you angry,sadden or burden when you look at Malaysia...Besides Racial dicrimination,Injustice in this country stands out the most...Found out,i Hate Injustice...People doing wrong,but are able to get away with what they do...It's like a,burden that these people are getting away for their crimes while the Innocent suffer...Shouldn't these people be brought to Justice for their Crime? How is it that people can Robe,Murder and Rape without being brought to the Justice that they Deserve for their crimes? How is this Fair to the Victims? How can this sort of things happen? Found out there is a Hunger in me for Justice to be done to all those Guilty for their crimes...

Also learnt that in order for us the have a Successful future,we have to start planning now...Really inspire by Simon's story of how from a poor family and of 10 siblings able to plan his life,and become successful...Although he lost it lah,then regain it then lost it again lah,but its an inspiring story...Also learnt Money doesn't refer to how Successful We are But it is just a tool...

Well,blueprint was a good experience for me...Learnt alot,Especially my Personality~! Praise God i was able to go...=) And yes,I'm a SangMel~! WooHoo~! =)

Moreover,woah the Holidays are coming to a Close...What a wonder week...Really a wonderful and enjoyable week...Praise God for this wonderful week that i was able to have...=) Hope i'll be hardworking when school reopens...=) Okay,nothing more for me to write,Thanks~! Beven signing out~! =)

Kukup Retreat~!

Woah,Woah,Woah~! Just came back from the Youth Retreat from Kukup,Pontian...I got to say,it was a fun and great experience~! For me,it was truly very satisfying to see the Youths enjoy themselves...Why? Well,cause both my mum and me have been planning and and for me,dreaming of this camp since last year and i'm very glad that most of the plans went well,and i could see them enjoying themselves...Satisfied~!

It was just Awesome and Fun~! It really was a great time of fellowship with our youths and the youths from Joyful Grace Church Pontian...Moreoever getting to rekindle dead friendships and making new ones,has been nice~! For me,seeing the smile and laughter in the Youths,is one of the best rewards i can ask for planning and doing stuffs in preperation for this...I don't really know how to explain it,but its like a warm happy feeling... =)

Although to be honest,at first i was worried,stress and dissapointed that the turn out was so little...But thank God lah,it came out well...=)

Just absolutely Satisfied and Glad...I hope we can have more Retreat's like this,haha~! Fun~! Although it was only for 2D1N but well,it was still Awesome...=)

Just wan to say Thanks to Joy,Jonathan,Jasmine,Jun Hao,Chi Yong,Juana,Hui Woon,Pas Dan and many others for your own unique way of helping out~! Thanks~!

Quotes and Sayings~!

Check out these Quotes and sayings...For me it's very true in every word...

Being Happy doesn't mean everything needs to be perfect...It means we've decided to see beyond the imperfections~! God didn't promise days without pain,laughter without sorrow,sun without rain,but HE did promise strength for the day,comfort for the tears & light for the way...

Life is Not Fair,so Get use to it~!

The world won't care about your self-esteem.The world will expect you to accomplish something before you feel good about yourself...

If you think your teacher is tough,wait till you get a boss...

If you mess up,it's not your parents fault,so don't whine about your mistakes,learn from them~!

Life is not divided into semester breaks and holidays...You don't get summers off and very few employers are intrested in helping you FIND Yourself...Do that on your own time~!

Television and Computers are not real life~! In real life people actually have to leave for their work and jobs...

Before you were born,your parents weren't as boring as they are now.They got that away from paying Your bills,cleaning Your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you though you were~!

Nothing Is Impossible~!

I guess,it's kinda dissapointing when things don't go your ways...Hey~! Things don't always go our ways right? But,Especially when you have been,okay lah have been thinking,planning and dreaming so much about something and have long for quite sometime for it to be a succes,and how much fun it would be esatra esatra...But when reality comes,Boom~! All but soon vanish...Okay,i'm quite dissapointed and discourage,but well why should I? Why am i looking at the problems when i should be looking for the answers? Even though nothing seems to be turning out the way i want to,but Just Trust in God~! I have a choice~! A choice to Make~! Whether to Stay Down or Lift Myself Up~! Although it is much easier Staying Down,but only by trying and fighting will I truly Grow~!

I guess,sometimes turning and looking to God is exactly like talking to a friend behind a Stone Wall...Well,we can't see our friend,neither can we hear,see,feel nor understand him/her directly...But than what do we have left? Our Faith...Thats all we have...Faith in knowing,that somehow,somehow our Friend understands how we feel or what we are going through...And well,finds a way,maybe directly or indirectly to speak to us...The only thing is whether we are Attentive enough to Hear it...

When all seems lost,when the world seems against you,even your Friends whom you used to trust are against you,what to do? One answer,God...

And well,i'm given this song,Nothing Is Impossible By Planetshakers,read the lyrics,isn't it amazing? It is~!

I'm not gonna live by what I see
I'm not gonna live by what I feel
Deep down I know that You're here with me
And I know that You can do anything
Through You I can do anything
I can do all things
'Cause it's You who gives me strength
Nothing is impossible
Through You blind eyes are open
Strongholds are broken
I am living by faith
Nothing is impossible

I believe, I believe

I believe, I believe in you

Philippians 4:13:I can do all things which Christ that strengthens me~!

Nothing Is Impossible~!

Through You I can do anything
I can do all things
'Cause it's You who gives me strength
Nothing is impossible
Through You blind eyes are open
Strongholds are broken
I am living by faith
Nothing is impossible
I'm not gonna live by what I see
I'm not gonna live by what I feel
Deep down I know that You're here with me
And I know that You can do anything
I believe, I believe
I believe, I believe in you

YES~!!!

Yes~! I finally Got my Driving License~! WooHoo~! I'm now officially Legal On the Road~! Hahahaha~! It Feels Great~! But,still under my mum,Erhem erhem...Means i can only Drive when shes around me for this coming few months,Erhem...Its Good for me bahz,I think?

How does it Feel?

It Feels Great~! Yes It Does~! WooHoo~! Just want to to Shout It Out Loud~! It feels great to finally being able to Drive~! Woots~! Feels Great to get Control of the Wheel for Your OwnSelf~!

But by getting my License,it also Signifies something...It signifies that i am already OLD~! Yea,i'll be Driving Soon,and most likely i will be driving my friends and the youths in my church around here and there...That is IF~! They are Willing to Sit my Car...

In a way,can't believe it,i'm already Driving...I've already been dreaming of this Day when i was still a Kiddo...And now,Woah... Time has past so fast...I'm no longer a Kid...Okay lah,maybe i still have the Kid In Me...But ya,the Point Is I'm Already Old but Driving~! Yea~!...

Okay,nothing much haha~!

See You On The Road~!!! =)