2010

Ah yes,this is the Last Day of 2010,31st December 2010...And Woah i got to say,Time Flies!!!

This year,has been one hack of a year..Had many Good memories,and also Bad ones...As i sit hear,writing about the year of 2010,can't help but feel as if in a sense of Awe...That,i remember,started of the year with,Ahhh,hear comes 2010! Now,wah,here comes 2011! Okay,haha i may sounds kinda emo or nostalgic now,but ya...Haha..

2010 has been good...Finished my Secondary School Life and my SPM...Made many new friends and learnt and experience many things...And yes,i am 1 year older already,same as everyone...More wiser i hope...xD

As 2011 dawn nearer and nearer,i hope that it'll be a good year ahead,so as anyone would want it to be lah...Hope that i will be able to grow even more stronger and wiser mentally,spiritually and emotionally...If asked,what is my new year's resolution? Well,a lot lol,and things which are not meant to be said here,*cough cough* if you know what i mean,xD...

Anyways,just want to wish everyone Happy New Year and all the Best with your Life!!!

Once upon a Time

Once upon a time,there was a little boy named Jack...He had moved together with his parents from a land far far away to another new land and lived in a town nearby...They settled down and worked hard...They were accepted by the Town people and lived a happy life...However,as time slowly progress,things started to change...Many things happened,and both Jack and his parents grew weary of the town...Jack no longer felt at home and had no one to turn to in the town..The same was to their parents...Jack's Father was appointed as vice president of the town,but was constantly bullied by the president...Moreover,none of the villagers appreciated the contribution and effort of Jack's Father...So,Jack's Father resign,as for the better of the town...However,people in the town started gossiping about Jack's Father,that he quited and gave up his responsibility...The family had no one to turn to and were weary of the town...So they made many visitations to many other towns...Jack found and made many friends and was very happy every time when he was with them...How Jack wished that his House which took much time and effort to built,would be able to magically move to the other town as he could be with his friends...However,he knew,dreams are dreams...Jack parents had relatives in the other town and friends too,and they were happy...But as time progress,they realise that it wasn't just God's will...Jack's family had decisions & choices to make...What they did next is...To Be Continued...

Day Adventure to Singapore!!!

Ahhh Yes,Singapore!!! Haha,i am glad that i was able to visit Singapore today and boy did i had a good time! (I know you must be thinking,why did you post pictures of a Christmas tree and some Atom like thingy,well most of the pictures with my friends lah,want to see go Facebook,xD) Anyways,haha had a Great time!!! Went to different places in Singapore from Orchard Road to Sentosa! Yup!!!

I would say,this trip has change my perspective of the (City)...You know,before right,i thought the MRT was like totally a KILLER...But after today,taking MRT the WHOLE Day,realise its actually very Convenient,generally the Whole Transport System lah...And yes,i FINALLY know how to take the MRT ady!! Yeapy!! Okay,maybe not 100% lah,but agak agak know how it works and Boleh!!!

Some of the places i went was,firstly Republic Polytechnic...Even though,my friend said its the smallest Poly,but it actually impress me lol...Haha,the facilities are nice,and Food,(Awesome) and Library Big...Then on to Orchard Road...You know,i've always seen it in the Tv,Orchard Road this,Orchard Road that,but FINALLY was able to actually go there...Got to say,there are SO MANY Branded shops darted along the road...Only do Window Shopping lah,cz too Expensive ady...Haha..Then took picture of that Big Christmas Tree up there...

But i guess,one of the Highlights is Going to Sentosa...You know,we payed 3 Dollars SG to go to Sentosa via EZLink Card....Which is like RM7.20...And when we set foot on the MRT,IT RAINED BADLY!!! LOL,didn't get the chance to visit the Beach,T.T in the end,went back in tatters *cough cough*...My money flew away from my hand,T.T,Oh well,Stuffs happens huh

Finally was able to eat SUBWAY!!! Yes,FINALLY! Haha,its nice man,enjoyed the Sandwich and we were the Last Customers...xD Ohya,and one of Yi Chiun(Friend) first impress is he thought i was a Singaporean...LOL? And was surprise that i wasn't one...Okay????

Anyways,had a Great time today...A Big Thanks to Yi Chiun for being our Tour Guide and Marissa for being there with us,*claps claps*...But got to say,was kinda disappointed that a few friends couldn't join us today...Well i guess stuffs happens right? And we can't always expect what we want to happen all the time...Anyways,till next time,Take Care and God Bless!!! =)

A Batu Pahat Journey

Ah Yes,Batu Pahat...Haha,well i spent my pass 11days and 10nights in my hometown(hometown lah,cause everytime i would go back,and all my relatives are there,xD) and got to say,it was AWESOME!!! Really,i enjoyed myself and am here to blog about my sort of journey lah in back in BP!!!

Well,firstly,as you know,Christmas has just passed right? I'm sure you had a Good time and so did i...I am grateful that i was able to join the BP youths with their caroling around BP...Although,i'm not really their church member lah,but they opened their arms and allowed me to carol with them...At first,was hesitant,but after much persuation,went and got to say,it was a awesome experience...Enjoyed caroling with them and also helping in playing guitar in the carols...Haha,at one point,we were all asked to go up on stage to perform in BP Mall...I was like extremely hesitant to go up,because its in one of the church performance schedule and wasn't apart of their church...But i got to say,i was pretty touch when a few of them told me,Ahyah,so what if your not part of our church? But your part of our YF...So yup,it felt great and am glad to went caroling with them..xD

Besides,almost everyday isn't a Dull Day...Went out with friends almost everyday,watch movies,went lepakking around,went Mamak stalls,Makan makan,join yf activities and climbed Hutan Lipur which is like a Mount,or Hill i guess...Haha,but trust me,its a challenge to climb it unless you are FIT as a horse,xD...

But one of the highlights of this trip is that of my Grandma...Well,i am thankful to God that both me and my mum were able to bring my Grandma to Church during Christmas...At first,she was hesitant,but after much persuasion,she went...And you know,many times Satan tried to stopped her from going,and i mean really...But thank God she went...The Pastor's Sermon that day was Awesome...I knew,his sermon were directly speaking to her heart and i believe,the Seed has already been planted...Glad my Grandma enjoyed herself and this is but another step conquered to Save Her,which i believe will happen...Pray and hope for the best huh? =)

Not to forget my cousins! Haha,anyways it was good to meet up and catch up with my cousin,although unfortunately wasn't able to meet up with one of her...But yup,same as to my uncles and other relatives...

Well,this trip to BP has been awesome...I am thankful that the BP Youths accepted me and treated me as one of their own...Really had tons of fun with them...Guess going to miss them,haha...Anyways,thats sort of my story lah,till next time,CHAOZ!!! xD

A Batu Pahat Journey(PICTURES)

You know,Sometimes we want something sooo very much,but God just doesn't give it to us...You know why? Because God knows what is best for us and thus only wants the Best for us...For me,i agree with this totally,but seriously,at times is very Tough...I'm sure we have all experience it before,haha like when we were like kids,we want ice cream,ice cream,ice cream,but our parents wouldn't give it to us...So what we do? BEG,CRY SCREAM do anything or whatever to get what we want...



Maybe this doesn't apply to us now lah,we're old ady,if we do that its like,Dude,whats wrong with you? Haha...Anyways,haiz,many times i find it very hard to accept it...I know,God always knows what is Best and only wants the Best,and God sees Beyond what we see now,but its very Hard at times...Wanting something so badly,but not being able to have it...



The worst is learning to accept it...Guess,i need to Now learn to Accept God's will and Not to go against what He has decided...



Lord,i understand its not about what i want all the time,because you know what is Best for me...Help me to learn to accept your Will and not look Back...

Esplosion Camp..

Well,i'm baaaaaaaaack~!! Yup,after a four days and three nights camp in Rompin Beach Resort for 2010 ESPLOSION CAMP...Well,what can i say about it? Its was just simply AWESOME~! Had a Great Time~! Learnt many things,made new friends and renewed old friendships...Awesome~!

Well,i would say the sermon which both Isaac and Ryan preached about was good...It really challanged the Youths to change...But i myself got to say,at first was kind of sceptic that it wouldn't be a Pastor sharing in Camp this year...But still,it was Awesome...Learnt that,you don't have to be like a Pastor or Full Time Church Worker to do Great things for God and the Need for Change in ourselves...Besides,i went to the Advance Apologetics workshop,and got to say,i was completely Astonished and Blown away with the worshop...Never have i ever though,but won't really write it here lah,for some reasons,but ya,it REALLY opened my eyes...And am glad i had attended the worshop...

Other than that,i extremely enjoyed the worship...I guess,it was been quite long since i really lift up my hands in worship or was really come in Awe in worship to God...However,i was really able to worship God,lifting my hands high up in worship,and just soak into the presence of worshiping God....By the way,A Very Good Job to all the Worship Team Members~! You guys did a good Job~!

Well,made many new friends this esp camp too...And am glad to become friends with them and also renewed old friendships i guess,truly a good experience...

And i have also learnt something about Humbleness...Before the camp,i was sort of disappointed i guess? Cause a friend of mine was chosen to be a leader...And i was like,Huh???? I guess,i came to the camp with a why not me? Blablabla attitude...But really,i have been humbled...I realize that I AM NOT AS GOOD AS I THOUGH I WAS...And to never underestimate nor judge another person...Yup...

And i have also learnt one Important thing,that is from my group leader,Paulus,*cough cough* haha...That is,sometimes right,we want something so badly,but God does not allow us to have it...Because God knows what is best for us and only wants the best for us...

Haaaaih,have to totally agree with this...I guess,it isn't God's will bah or timing i guess...Only God knows and he will decide...Wanted to,but i guess it isn't God's will...

Well,now i got to go and FOCUS on my Bible Knowledge Exam this coming 16 December...Have to STUDY STUDY STUDY ady,then shall be Free~!! Free~! HWAITING~!

P.S ,will ad pictures after my BK test cause really lah,no time now..Take Care~!

Nostalgia....

Yes~! School is over,SPM,is History~! Wait,huh? Nolah~! Its not yet all over~! I still have One FINAL subject,which is Bible Knowledge...Yes,Bible Knowledge which is due on the 16 of December...You know,only two people in my entire school took BK,and i'm one of them~! Haha,well,but i would say,i feel lazy,and also tired to study lah,been studying like MAD for my SPM,want to relax lah~! But,still have to finish this last few hundred yards of the race...SO CLOSE~!

But i would say,i am Proud to take this subject as a stand for Christ...Yup...Taking this subject,okay lah for my Mum,=P and also for God..

But boy,do i feel so FREE and RELAX now~! I've finally finish my 9 papers~! From all the way from bm,bi,sej,moral,maths,add maths,physics,chemistry and finally today,Biology~! Yes~!!! Sweet sweet Freedom~! Not yet ofcorse...Soon~!

Well,today was i would say the last day of school for me...Cause its the last day everyone will actually be together or you'll be able to see everyone...

After i finished my Biology paper,i was basically sitting down there,and thought,Huh,this is really the last huh? I looked at the clock,a few minutes left,and to the class and my classmates...Memories of my time in Omega,just came rushing back into my mind...Was remembered of the Good,Bad,Stupid and Sweet memories...

Well,guess a chapter in life closes huh? My life in secondary school has(almost) ended...Whats next? The WORLD~! Thats big ain't it? The World? Am still blur about what i am going to do after this...Guess only God can show me bah...

Besides,esp camp is coming~! Haha,Awesome~! Me actually going for esp is really something God did for me...At first,i couldn't go cause BK was put on a date such that it clashes with BK,but some how lah,It changed~! And i am able to go~! Haha,Awesome Huh~!

Anyways,got to go and study now...Haaaa,still have to study study,just abit more,just abit more...Well,all the best to everyone and Jiayou~!

Time Flies~! (12-11-2010)

Woah,time flies~! In a way,can't believe that how fast time has pass...Today,has 2 significant events...Firstly,its the Last Day of School~! Woah,after 6 years of going to school,with the school bell ringing,getting scolded by teachers,homeworks and so on...Woah,no More~! Wait,no more?

I remembered,i used to DREAM of this day,of graduating from school and going out into this world,a FREE MAN...Now

its like,wait what? *Pause*...

This pass 6 years of high school has been just Awesome...There were both Good,and Bad memories...Have grown physically,emotionally and spiritually...I guess this is the process of growing up huh?

Besides,you know i never felt closer to my school friends ever before then only until the end...Weird huh? And all my teachers...Woah...All the teachers who has faithfully taught me these past two years in Omega...Really got to thank them..

Secondly,its also the last cell group~! I have been leading this group for about a year now...Its truly good to see this people grow up,some 3 years already~!

I am glad to

have been their cg leader,and have lead them...Although its true,that there were also both good and

bad times,but at the end,ts really gratifying to see them grow up..

Well,i guess Chapter in Life closes while a new one opens..Whats next? College? University? Hmmph,hehe,God knows lah~! Haha...As of what my Sej teacher said,History has become History~!

Anyways,got to work hard,10days left before SPM~! Grrrr~! Jiayou Hwaiting~!!!

Doing...

In Matthew Chapter 7,Verse 12,It says Do unto others whatever you would like them to do unto you...Sounds rational huh? Do to people how you would want them to do to you...

I know that we cannot follow this statement,just because we want others to do the same to us...I know,that we follow this not because of others but because for OURSELVES...To be a Better Person...

But sometimes,it can really be a heartache...You have done so much for a friend,yet he/she just takes it TOTALLY for granted...I won't deny it,but sometimes i myself am like that....

But i'm talking about the people whom you have Clearly helped and Blessed so much...The people whom you have profoundly helped...

Sometimes,i get so tired of realizing that i have been, "Doing Unto others" in vain,in that sense that they totally don't appreciate your action...I mean,take this for an instance,One day,you and your friend are at a bus stop...He doesn't have enough money for the bus...So you help your friend out...But the next day,both of you exchange places,and you don't have enough money...You expect your friend to help you out equally,but it doesn't happen... It can get disappointing and discouraging at times,but i know i have to LEARN to,

i)Accept the fact that i cannot always EXPECT others to do to me like how i have done to them...

ii)Grow and be more Mature to realize that i am not doing this for others sake,to have them repay the same to be,but for God and for my OWN sake to be a Better Person...

iii)Change and Learn too to Appreciate others even more...

As it is said in 1 John 4:7:Dear Friends,let us continue to love one another,for love comes from God.Anyone who loves is a child of God and knows God...

Well,have to try my best,to be the best i can...Hwaiting~!!!

SURPRISE~!!!!!!

SURPRISE~! I was surprised just now by my CG Members and my Mum with a Happy Belated Birthday after CG~! Haha,it caught me TOTALLY off guard man...TOTALLY... I didn't know they were planning to SURPRISE ME~! Gosh,usually i'll know one,but this time i don't~! LOL~! Ahh,yes i do feel touch...Haha...

I have been hoping that any of my friends would have surprise me for my birthday...And finally it had happened today...

Well,I don't really bother about how MANY had came but the HEART or Efford taken...And yes,i am grateful of what they did...

Well,i really Appreciate their actions and am Grateful for them...

Thanks Mum and Guys~!!!!

18th Birthday~!!!!

Ahhh~! 18th Birthday~! Many say the 18th birthday symbolizes the beginning of Adulthood...That means,i am a Man already,not Boy,so call me Man,man...Haha,but a very a YOUNG MAN i am indeed,one who still needs much more learning and maturing to go in Life...

Well,something happened today which is just simply Awesome...As me and my mum were approaching Kenny Rogers,(Yes that is where i ate,and as you can see from the picture down there,that is what i ATE,every single bit of it,Yummy~!!! =). ) We randomly settled down on a table and placed our order...As we were talking,mum realised,we're sitting on Table 18...Eh? Table 18? Today is my 18 Birthday? We randomly sat down and sat on Table 18!!! Coincidence huh? Haha,i think NOT~! Over all the Other tables,we don't know why,but we sat there~! AWESOME HUH?!!!!! Haha,Cool~!

Well,today has been a good day i would say.Enjoyed it,even though wasn't really able to celebrate with my friends,but spending time with my mum at night made up for it...Haha,yes i am Old already,Old Beven....xD Well,but i am LEGAL to Drink Alcohol now~! Wahahaha~! But don't worry,i won't be drinking hard any time soon or at all...Too much is not good,xD,and my tolerance in taking Alcohol is Bad...Haha...

Well,a big THANKS To All Those who had Wished me Happy Birthday Today~!

Thanks to the people whom also had made that WONDERFUL CARD of the Despicable Me Cartoon and sang Happy Birthday to me...Thanks~! Even though i may be getting older,but i know i will continue to grow in the Lord...

HWAITING~!!!!!!!!!!

Holidays so Faaar~!!

Ahhh,actually i wanted to post more pictures,but dono why,the up loader thing takes SOOO LOONG to upload,so ya,i give up...T.T

Annyways,HAPPY MALAYSIA DAY~!!! YEAA~! But,it isn't what i'm going to talk about lah,cehhhh...Haha...Here to talk about my Holidays SOOO FAAR...

Well,even though its not yet over lah,but want to Cerita ceritakan so far...Yup,this past holidays has been AWESOME~! But but,it isn't all FUN lah,also Studied,studied studied~!!!

First was the trip to Orang Asli,woah,got to say it was Awesome man...Really had a good time,and finally get to meet up with the kids again...Awesome~! We sing,worship and played with the kids...Nice~! And also had some fishing~! It was nice,glad to see some of my friends having FUN fishing...Hope can get to bring them fishing again~!

After that went back to Batu Pahat~! Yes~! My Kampung~! Stayed with my grandma,and met up with my relatives~!...This is the first time,going back to Batu Pahat and actually Studying Hard~! Usually i'll just waste my life there,haha...Well,glad was able to go out with my brothers for a short lepak,and able to join the youths to UK Farm and also the Change Your World concert...Haha it was Awesome~! But by far,the best of that trip,was being able to make friends and bond with them.Moreover,having my dearest cousin to be able to join us,i hope she enjoyed herself lol...xD...Now that is Priceless...Had a great time...

And now,i'm here back in JB...Went and studied with a couple of friends...Haha,really thank a FRIEND for helping me,although,i don't know whether i learnt much lah today,*cough cough*,but it was GOOD fellowship,Good time~!...

Haa,should be studying now,i know,but well,here i am blogging...Haha,i have so much to study...And yes,i am back by so much...Well,will give it my All~!!! Have to just remember to,Work Hard,and PRAY~!!!!

Yup,to all my Friends out there~!! Who are going to face their,SPM,A-Level,PMR,UPSR or any thing,all Da best~! HWAITING~!!!!!!!!!!

HWAITING~!!!!

Ahhh~! 73 days before my SPM~! Yes...Time is running up soon,and i still have much to study...I have been studying HARD this past week,but the problem is i ADVANCE so LITTLE...Haiz...I finally woken up,that need to study hard hard,but is it enough time? I hope so...

With the help of my mum,been searching around for where i should go...Before this,only considered going for Form 6 Arts...But,after researching,realise my OPTIONS are still open...It depends ALL on my SPM results...Where i will go..Haaaar,theres a University,not bad,but EXPENSIVE...But its really nice...I have to get GOOD results to enter it,or get as many A's i can so it'll be cheaper and won't burden my mum financially that much...I HAVE TO WORK HARD~!!!!!!!! If i want to be what i want to be~! That Uni is nice~!!! Have to work hard hard hard now~! No more Slacking Beven~! You must do your best~! Never give up~! Work Hard Beven~!!! HWAITING~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haaa...I had been Such a Moron lately...Haaar,blinded blinded blinded~!...Haaar,its only when you finally Wake Up and Realise,man,you had been such a Fool man...Haaar,yes,i thank God i have woken up...Goodness...Haaa,have to look forward,not the past...FOCUS BEVEN~! FOCUS~!

VOOM~!

Ahhh,time is passing so fast~! Recently,have been contacting a childhood friend of mine...Haha,its good lah,to Catch up and talk again after so many years..She has changed,SO SO MUCH....But through this,realise,WOW time has really flew lol~! I can still recall when i used to play and talk with her when we were kids,playing her racing car game and so on...But now,grown ups ady,haha~!...Not only her,but all my other childhood friends...All grown ups ady..Everyone going here and ther,to College,Universities,other countries and so on...

What about me then? Well,I'm going to be 18 years old soon...I can Drive already,and will be considered as an Adult sooner or later as my birthday is approaching...I myself am not very THAT certain where i shall be going next year or about my future...God will plan bahz...

We all will still have to continue on living life....Will surrender it to God's hand bah...Wherever he may lead me,i shall follow...

As what Pastor Sunia had shared this past Sunday,since we have Accepted our Lord Jesus into our Life,he has become the Lord over our lives...And thus,we do not have to right to decide,but it is He who decides for us...For his plan,purpose and ways are greater than ours...

Yup,Jiayou,Hwaiting~!!!

Love can be as Sweet as Heaven,but it can also Hurt like Hell...

SMILE~!!!

Smile,smile,smile yes~! Smiling is good,it makes us more attractive,changes our mood,is contagious,relieves stress,boost our immune system,helps us stay positive and the list goes on...Yes,smiling is Good,i know...Haha...

However,i don't know why,its just not my nature to =)...Haha...I've been told by many,different people from different places before,Beven,SMILE~!!! Yes,i've been ask to SMILE~!!! Many times before...But yes,i did try to smile,i mean try to wear a smile...But many times,the smile i wear,is indifferent,still looks to same..Awwwh~!

I wish that i can smile more,yea,don't really like to look moody,gloomy,indifferent or even SAD~! When i'm ACTUALLY in a Good Mood~!

Ohh,theres a another thing...Hmmph,the other day,was going through my stuff,and found a piece of paper...Its like a small note a friend gave to me last year in a Youth Camp...It says

Hope says to the Impossible:Possible,

You are made by God for Great things,

Never Give Up,

Greater things are yet to come...

After reading it,it really hit me...What my friend wrote,really hits home and means ALOT...Haven kept in contact with,he/her quite awhile,wel...but the note that person gave me,really means alot...Awesome huh? Inspiring...

Have to remind myself to Smile,even if i don't have any reasons too,for me,not an easy task...Haar,try lol,HWAITING~!!!

P.S ,pls help me remember to smile...=)

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE 2010~!

WooHoo~!!! Came back from Singapore today at 12.30am...Woots~! It had been one AWESOME experience...Finally,i was able to go Singapore without actually having to only go to Changi Airport...It was one Awesome experience~!

Why? Well,was able to see,feel and hear Planetshakers perform LIVE~! YES~! LIVE~! Its totally Awesome~! Because i've been listening,playing and leading many of their worship songs for a long time...Finally,get to experience them in real LIFE~! AWESOME~! Honestly,they can really lead worship...Their awesome...Really one of the best moments in my life,being lead into worship by PLANETSHAKERS~!!!...Could really feel the presence of God...Hey,guess thats why,THEIR PLANETSHAKERS~! PLANETSHAKERS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Don Moen was also there leading worship...To be honest,i'm not a Don Moen fan,but his a good worship leader...I like the song,Mi Corazon that he lead...Its nice...The pastors sermon was also good,topic about hope...Yup...

Moreover,finally get to experience a pinch of Singaporean life and passing through the custom~! Woohoo~! Got to give a big shout of Thanks to Yi Chiun for bring me and Marissa through the custom and in SG...Joel too,for accomponing us all the way to the MRT at Bishan...Haha,if not who knows what would have happened man...Besides,finally get to sit the MRT~! Haha,the last time i sat in one was in KL,but it was when i was a kid man...But MRT experience its nice i guess,found out 2 things in the MRT...1,when theres a empty space,you have to quickly move to get it,cannot take your own sweet tim if not someone will get it...2nd,can get quite sleepy in the MRT...Haha...And,the experience of everyone squishing like sardines in a can in the MRT...Haha...But after some time,got a headache in the MRT...Haha,guess cause couldn't keep up with the fast pace in Singapore man...Moreover,too bad couldn't meet up with Dennis and Olive...Haha....Next time bahz...xD

But got to say,at first when we came into SG,i was impress by SG...Yes i was...Why? Well,its well maintained,you don't have Ah Long papers sticking up anywhere,clean,good transportation,the food is quite healthy and there are paths ways for you to walk beside the road...Its nice...Well,by saying this i should be in Love in SG rite? However,that isn't the case...Even though,its true,i really don't agree with many Policies or things that my Government has put upon,nor do i like somethings in my country,but even though,Singapore its nice,to be honest when i was in the stadium...With about 20thousand people there....I felt awkward...I felt awkward that this isn't my country...Felt weird when the Pastors asked us to pray for Singapore...Felt,this isn't Tanah Air aku(Not my Homeland)...Singapore is nice,but when i finally step foot right back into Malaysian soil,i felt so RELIEVE to finally be back into my Country,my Homeland...

Well,this experience has made me realize,there isn't anywhere better than home...I love my country Malaysia even though there are many things in this country i strongly disagree with,but i still Love my country...Malaysia ialah tanah air aku...

Yup,i really enjoyed this experience...It was really a good experience...Enjoyed every moment of it...Truly,i will remember this for the rest of my life...Haha...Awesome...=)

Pride...Hmmph...

Ahhh,yes Pride...Pride is a universal thing huh? I guess most of us have experience it before,that feeling you get,(I'm not specifically referring to someone ah) xD, but generally,the feeling like,i'm taller than you,i can play basketball better than you,i can play guitar better than you,i am more good looking than you and esatra estra...Yup...

You know,the thing is sometimes we just allow ourselves to think just that...To think how great we are,and that there is no one better than us...Pride huh? Moreover,pride is the thing that allows us to look down on others...Kinda bad huh? But true...

Many times we,especially me allow ourselves to think how great we are...Only looking to what is in front of us however oblivious to looking over the horizon...Yup,its a thing that many of us deny but in fact its true...

You know,sometimes we just need to be humiliated,embarrassed or humbled once awhile...Why? So that we can slap ourselves to wake up,and just really examine and question ourselves...Have i been proud?

God can use even the most simplest of ways to humble us...And God did that on me...Realize,how easy it is for us to think greatly of ourselves...We may tell our juniors many times,Do Not Be Proud,Must Always be Humble...But the question lies in us ourselves,the Seniors or Leaders,am i not the same? Its a deep question,but i think its a question worth asking ourselves...

There this saying,it goes like this,

Never be too Proud of who you are or what you are...Because in the end of every game of chess,even the Kings and Soldiers goes into the same Box...

For me,this saying hits home and makes me think too...

Yup,indeed pride is something we can so easily fall into and even not realize about it...Guess its something i have to take care of even more...

Freedom~!

YESSS~!!! EXAMS ARE OVER~! FINALLY~! WOOHOO~! This has been one LONG Exam...15 days of sitting for paper and about 1 month of complete study,which means come back,and study study study...Finally~! YES can get to relax~! Wahahaha...I'm so Relief man~! I'm sure all my friends who sat for the test were too~! It was really tiring...

Haven't been blogging for a long time,well cause was BUSY BUSY BUSY~! YES~!

I'm now looking forward to RELAX this week...Want o start Exercising,continue on with writing my song,Guitaring and just simply RELAXING~! YESSS~!

Although this is a SHORT break,but well,gonna enjoy the best i can~!

WOOHOOO~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

God,your my only Deliver...You are my only Hope...You are my All in All...

Holidays are Over~!

These past two weeks has been a total Blast~! I enjoyed it soo much~! But kinda sad with the fact that school is going to reopen...For me,i'm not sad that school is going to reopen,is that SPM is coming ever so close and there so much left for me to study...Quite concern about my studies but i know i have to ADD OIL~! Or in other worlds,JiaYou~!

These past Holidays,i am grateful that i was able to,(according to cronology)

1.Able to have Chi Yong with me,(a true brother man)

2.Join the Youth Camp Organized by Grace Church Batu Pahat...Really had a great time there...

3.Went badminton and was able to meet up with all my Perling Buddies...

4.Gone to City Square with,Marissa,Hui Woon,Yi Chiun,Chi Yong and Rong Jie and hang out there...

5.Youth Badminton Fellowship...

6.Having Samuel to stay over my place,talk,guitar and Swimming~!

7.Then the next week,studied...

It has been fun,moreover if you realized,7~! God's number~! Haha...Even though it may not seem that but its really fun for me~!

Have to start studying after that Holidays...Hope i can pull it off...Jiayou~! =)

Are we,Christian ready for Persecution?

You know,its kind of funny...We,Christians now are so Blessed.Why?..Well are able to go to church freely and any time we like...There won't be a Mob of people storming at our doorstep wanting to drag us out...There won't be people trying to mob us or catch us and beat us up or kill us...We are sososoSOOO bless as Christians now...We live in a country that allows us to worship our God freely...Yes,we are so bless...

But the downright fact is that many of us have grown all soo Spoiled as Christians...We take our faith not seriously...To youths,we may wear it like Social Symbol,Oh I'm a Christian,you are too? Ohyah...Going to camps,making other Christian Friends...Enjoying life as a Christian...We may treat God,as second class,rather to put earthly desires first,or our Boyfriends or Girlfriends as number 1...We may treat God's law as they were nothing,even though we know what is right and wrong...Many of us have grown all so spoiled...

Even in this century now,there are dozens of Christians all over the world Suffering while we enjoy ourselves Laughing,Enjoying and Fellowshipping...We can say publicly that we are Christians while many Brothers and Sisters in Christ in this World suffer because they bear the name (CHRISTIANS)...They are experiencing Persecution to the highest extend...That is where their TRUE FAITH will Shine...

I'm not slandering us...We are blessed...But the truth is,sooooSOOO many of us are so Spoiled as Christians...We treat it as labels that we wear on in our Youth Fellowship,Church or Camps...But are we really Christians?

What will happen one day when everything turns upside down? That the mere whisper of Jesus will cause us much heart ache? What will happen when one day,people come knocking on our doorstep with weapons at hand,looking for us because we believe Jesus?

Will our faith or believe in Jesus stand straight? Or will we bend to the pressure?

What will we do when everything turns upside down? WHAT WILL YOU DO?

I hope and pray,that every Christian will see this video below...I believe that it will open our eyes and hearts...So i ask you,Brother or Sister in Christ to watch this video,and i pray that God will touch your heart like how he has touched mine...God Bless...

Batu Pahat Youth Camp 5th -7th June...

Woah~!!! Came back from the Batu Pahat Youth Camp on the 5th to 7th June...Got to say,it was really Awesome~! Actually wanted to post it earlier,but couldn't so here i am to write about it~!

Well,at the very first...I didn't one to go at all...Cause,well i was alone...Cause,who likes to go into a place where like your the only one huh? Like totally Alien or so on...Got to thank God that Chi Yong came along with me,if not i would definitely not go...

Well,one the first day when we arrived,for me lah...It felt quite weird cause like everyone else there was strangers...But i got to say,i was really surprise that a couple of Youths actually came over and talked to us....Woah,really i was surprise...Cause,for me lah,it takes quite a lot of guts to approach a stranger and start talking to him or her...Yup...The other shocking thing was,Sern Wang,asked me and Chi Yong to be leaders and also help to serve in the band during the camp...Well,personally i was quite shock...I didn't expect to serve in the camp as anything...I expected to be a camp member...Well,it was quite a shock but got to say it was a awesome experience...Getting to help Jayn out with the group(Jazz) and playing with the worship team from Batu Pahat...It was a good experience...

Next,the games...Well,got to say that games was AWESOME~! I would say all of them were creative and extremely fun...The outdoors,indoors,icebreakers and indoor games were fun...It was good...Especially the Monopoly game and the games in the Botanical Garden...Nice~!

Next,will be the people...Well,the batu pahat youths were very friendly lol...Really,their friendly...It was good,i'm grateful for their hospitality to me and Chi Yong...After some time,i didn't feel like a stranger or alien but one of their members...Haha,it felt great~!!

Last,has got to be getting to know them...Well,all these while every time when i come back to Batu Pahat,i'm generally don't have any friends except my cousins and relatives lah,but yup...So if i'm going out of anything usually i'll go out with my mum...Well,its great to get to know the youths,haha so hope i can get to meet them out in BP...And hoping to join their YF soooon....

Well,overall its a good experience,made new friends and opened my eyes...Yup,next year definitely have to go again~! And p.s a BIG THANKS to the BP Youths,Thanks Ah~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Sick~! Wait,Huh?

I'm still sick...T.T ...Yup,after 1 week,still sick...But,it looks like i'm still the same...=.= Its totally lousy being sick...Can't do what you like nor eat what you like...Ahhh...I miss chocolate so much,nasi lemak and much more...I hope i'll be cured soon,T.T....

Hmmph,besides that,we had audition today...Well,it went,soso lah...Sadly,for Two is better than one,we didn't really make it...But for We'll be a Dream,okay lah...But got to say,was quite disappointed with the results...Well,we'll all get our results on Monday...Hope we do well...But,we did our best,so on its on,its a good thing right~! Jiayou bahz~!

Audition~!

Gaaahhh~! Our band audition is tomorrow~! Woots...But i have to say,thank God we're prepared for it...Yup we are,we are...I'm quite surprise we can do it in quite a limited space of time...AWESOME~!

Tomorrows audition,woah,can't wait for it~! We'll be performing in front of of the Vice Principals i think? And maybe the principal,if i'm correct? Hmpph...But anyways,hope we do well! And pass it WOOTS~!

And don't bother about the picture,was looking for any cover picture and the best is this,so ya...JIAYOU~! =)

Mute~!

Well,i have officially Lost my voice...Yup,i've lost my voice...Haha...Woke up today,pretty alright,but gradually as the day progressed,my voice started to disappear...And well,i practically can't speak...You'll just hear something like,Mmmmmhmmmmmmoooooo....Haha,never thought my soar throat would cause my voice to disappear...

Besides that,we had practice again today morning...Well,there was one hack of a discussion about the song choice...Thank God we've settle it already...But the funny thing is,many of my friends say that i can actually Sing? Me Singing? Haar? Wait a minute,ME? They suggested me being the main male singing,i'm like,WHAT? Me ah??? However,i rejected it,cause i know i can't sing,but my friends think differ...Even my mum sigh when she heard that they choose me,haha.....But,in my heart i do want to sing...Haha,it has been a childhood dream,me,Beven Lau Singing in a band...WOOTS~! That would be so cool~! But,nah i know my limits...

Or,just maybe,okay it may sound very silly lah,as i'v lost my voice,i'm hoping that,when i regain back my voice,Miraculously i can SING~! Okay,it may be thinking too far or just plain silly...But i do wish that it'll happen...Like a friend once said to me,Hope says to the Impossible POSSIBLE~! So,i'm here hoping bah,HOPE HOPE HOPE~! If not,i guess i'll just settle with playing the Guitar...That'll be enough...=)

Thats all folks,Chaoz~! =)